Exceptional My Bipolar Head Colors by Ramona Agin Free Verse Poem contest entry Artwork by VMarguarite at FanArtReview.com

So many colors, like the colors inside my head. Red and black and sometimes green. I wish they were purple. Purple is so happy. Or pink. Pink is good. It reminds me of Cotton Candy and good times before the black crept in. I don't know when the black crept in. It was just there one day and I couldn't make it go away. I wish it would. It makes me mad! It makes me very sad... I want my life back before all the black gunky stuff crept in and took over. Not all days are bad. But most are not good. I have forgotten what a good day feels like. My brain is jumbled. That's why I compare it to colors. Everything is in bits and pieces. I start things but I never seem to finish them. Even writing takes energy. Energy I don't have. What is the point? Why start if you know you're not going to finish? So many colors inside my head...... Recognized Author Notes I have Bipolar disorder and sometimes it gets the best of me and my thoughts get racing and jumbled. Often flashing like colors both light and dark.

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