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godfather by Debi Pick Marquette
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Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of sexual content.


he's your godfather and uncle
at seven years old, you're his niece
 cousins were still outside playing
that's when he took your childhood peace


you know you had done nothing wrong
yet he said that you were to blame 
went in the house for some water
but you would come out filled with shame

 

he threatened if you said one word
bad things would happen to your dad
you swore that you would never tell
he's best daddy anyone had


he took away your innocence 
and hurt you so badly that day
your life so young would be shattered
 that little girl had gone away


you would not play with your siblings
you were traumatized by such fear
it stunted your laughter and joy
  and now your health would disappear

 

 seventeen, a decade later 
the memories couldn't escape
 you drank for your very first time
a party where you endured rape


  finally you faced those demons
a wasted life, anger and hate
secrets that you had to live with
 you feared that help had come too late


but love of all of your family
Were stronger than acts so impure
 found faith and you were born again
replaced shame for life more secure 

 

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Author Notes
This happened at 7 years old and the rape at 17. I kept both inside until an emotional breakdown at almost forty, when my uncle died. I finally felt safe enough to tell all, but couldn't handle what it did to my dad. It took a couple years to feel freedom of humiliation and shame but through Jesus Christ my Lord and Savior, I was freed. However I am not sure if my dad ever got over his hatred for him. My parents could tell something was wrong as I would never go back there. I told them that I was just homesick and never wanted to stay anywhere ever again.

I ask for no sympathy, as this is a bad memory that still hurts, but he will not ruin what life I have left. My life is full of blessings and love now, thanks to my faith in God!

By writing this, my hopes were to help others who may have had a similar childhood and to know they were not alone. There is always hope through honesty and faith!


I could not capitalize his title, anymore than I could satan's name

 

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