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Hi Michael,
how you doing brother? It's been a moment!
Love your free verse skill... always something to chew on and digest... one would think after this 'path' has been trodden and so worn, we would know each of the steps with our eyes closed... but alas, this is not the case... so we must muster and march on, searching for the only truth that rings of healing... and we both know only too well what that is, don't we?
Wonderful presentation my brother... thank you for sharing such a gem... music and all... magic!
With our thoughts we create,
a vehicle to realization,
James.
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Hi Michael,
how you doing brother? It's been a moment!
Love your free verse skill... always something to chew on and digest... one would think after this 'path' has been trodden and so worn, we would know each of the steps with our eyes closed... but alas, this is not the case... so we must muster and march on, searching for the only truth that rings of healing... and we both know only too well what that is, don't we?
Wonderful presentation my brother... thank you for sharing such a gem... music and all... magic!
With our thoughts we create,
a vehicle to realization,
James.
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Hi James....-smile-...yea, a roller moment carnival ride once on you don't get to get back off.... evidently. so how are you...? yes yes yes...people are crazy...don't take my word for it...its obvious. yes yes ...Love...only love.....mother sucker am I weaned and ready. hahaha...ha Love a Bug for God sake-
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<><><><><><><><>"Awakened By An Angel 2003"<><><><><><><><><><>
*************************{A Dedication!}**************************************
Poem Number One
******************************By ricky1024*****************************************
World Re-known, Ranked and Rated Writer of all Writing Venues.
World Ranked, and Rated by #3 Covington's and #2 Swath-mores
******************"Who's Who" 2012, 2013, and 2014.*********************************
<><><>Written In Jersey Shore Hospital 6-01-2006.<><><><><><><><><><>
"Just look what you have!"
"The world at your fingertips!{"
"So, don't be so sad, shake it off with a twist and a flip!"
...
"Now...
"Call out and be noticed for your personal Angel!"
"He is looking for your personal glorification!"
"Let him envelope you!"
"Develop in you!"
"Rectify and embellish in YOU!"
...
"Feel his warm and powerful wings wrapped around you!"
"So, so, loving...
"So, so, profound!"
"Look what you have now *found!"
...
"Feel the quiver as your personal Angel will now deliver!"
"Feel the beating of an Angel's Heart!"
"'Faster and faster as your life again does start!"
...
"Move to the left!'"
"And then move to the right!"
"Feel all of those new emotions this night!"
"Face the sun and feel the early crispness of that night!"
"Your finally doing everything right for your now in Heaven!"
..
"Palm breezes, evening teases, intoxicating moonlight!"
"Gazing and taking the struggle...
"Away...
"For you hath finally turned the page!"
"Feel the warmth of the 'Heavenly Waters' as you wade...
"And that endless **struggle...
"Now finally FADES!"
<><><><><><><><><><>"The One-Winged Angel!"<><><><><><><><><><>
**************************************By ricky1024*****************************************
"On the day that ****You were born God decided to create a Heavenly and great one with Godly features!"
"He said...
"You are now one of my Heavenly creatures."
"And the Angels gave to you a halo of purified gold that was many, many, eons old!"
"They gave to you His wisdom and incite that makes You more perfect and alright!"
"And after exhausting his very last breath the Angels let of You go before both of Your wings could...
"Grow!"
...
"One was stubbed, {snow en white} that tickled when rubbed in that place that's just right!"
"When wrapped around You it gave a sense of well-being that You found comforting...
"A sensual feeling!"
"And in addition it gave to you warmth, security, and this Heavenly, gentle of touch that meant to You...
'So, very, very, Much!"
...
"Could this mistake or error by God be possibly a small glitch like someone whom was left in the darkness after a downward click...
"Of a "Heavenly Switch?"
"This nub or stub of a wing was so small in accordance to 'God's Angel-Wing' Design...
"A rarity or a one of a kind?"
"It's just a beginning of a wing that was supposed to be but does everything always have to be?"
"Just be SO Perfect, just be so Very, Very, Right?"
"And is Heaven actually a training place of 'Holy Grounds' where all of God's Guardian Angels
including you my Son are found?"
found- recovered.
"Jason took some time to pass above as His soul searched for an answer.
**struggle- "To fight for something important."
"Note-"Jason was brain-damaged and although the car accident was only a block from our house, He couldn't find his way home."
"His spirit was seen thee weeks later and described to a tee from his weight to His clothes to his wild and curly blonde hair!"
"Do you believe in Angels and the after life?"
***A Dedication!- "To all whom suffered the flings and stings of the arrows by dying and donating organs and tissue so those whom also surer...
"Will have the "GIFT OF LIFE!"
****You- Jason Richard Smrkovsky.
"Born November 5th, 1984 and dies March 31st, 2003."
"Organs donated April First 2003. [April Fools Day}
"To learn more about this amazing and life giving "Gift of Life" call 1-800-DONORS-1 Lara S Moretti "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania and tell Lara that Jay said HI!"
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<><><><><><><><><>"The Day HE Tried...I DIED!"<><><><><><><><><><>
Written by Ricky1024 on March 30th, 2015 at 2:29 PM> EST.
{Story Poem #One}
"How do you go back over twelve years?"
"And how do you dry up...
"All of those many, many, TEARS?"
"And how...
"After so much very, very PAIN...
"Can you move forward after playing *"The SATAN GAME?"
...
"How can I...
"How do I...
"Even though I lived...
"But I still feel as if...
"I died so He can **LIVE!"
...
"Strange THINGS...
"Lost my music and my ***MUSE...
"Drifting away today...
"So, so, very CONFUSED?"
"Angels SING as Diamond rings bring...
"A sparkle back to ****THEE....
"As Angels fly...
"Above that night sky...
"That day my ****Son DIED!"
...
"March 30th...
"Is just another day on the 'Great Calendar of Life' for thee...
"But its been imprinted, ground, and etched...
"In to my Eternal DESINY...
"As I look up into...
"That *****Haunting TREE!"
...
"Reflections binds and blinds my happier...
"Memories...
"Like a SPECTER in the NIGHT...
"Oh GOD how******WE tried...
"But couldn't quite...
"GET IT RIGHT...
...
"Sadness marks the Simplex of my MIND...
"As thoughts of that DREADEDC NIGHT...
"Confuse and BIND!"
"MY God am I losing my MIND?"
"My SOUL and my HEART?"
"Dear God make that PAIN PART!"
...
"They say though...
"That FATE and DESTINY was in control and played it's PART...
"As The 'Mellow Shadows' desperately try...
"To blend with the NOW...
"MORNING LIGHT!"
<><><><><><><><><><>"Waiting for Daddy!"<><><><><><><><><><><>
Written on March 30, 2015 by Richard Edward Smrkovsky
**************************************First Story Poem************************************
**************************************In Memory of Jay***********************************
"The day you were born my Heart finally REALIZED...
"That GOD had given to me...
"A *GIFT in Disguise!"
"An yes You are an Angel...
"My Angel flying so high...
"Up above this Spring-Night SKY!"
...
"And as I think back...
"I try to reflect...
"But the TEARS blind the YEARS but...
"I'll try...
"What the HECK!"
...
"You were born on a cold and beginning of *November Day...
"And As I try to reflect...
"I realize it was such a happy...
"Of day!"
"And as I think now of you Jay...
"On this **Anniversary Day...
"I wonder if you had lived...
"Exactly what you would say?"
...
"I see you at the door as I leave for work that day...
"And my wife ***Carolyn said...
****He cried and cries until...
"You return home from work...
"Each and every day...
"And as you grew you knew that it would be...
"OK...
..
"And then you went out that door to school as I walked you away...
"Not a tear would you shed for these words You had said...
"It's Ok daddy, I'm a big boy now!"
"I'll be home soon...
"Some day and some how?"
...
"And you attended eleven grades on your way to graduation until that dreaded of ****day
"And when you went out that door you never said...
"Don't worry daddy...
"I'll be home today!"
"But you see for me that was then and this is now...
"As I reflect back and here those Sacred Words ...
"Don't worry DADDY...
"I'll be home today and I pray to God that there was ...
*****Someway....
*SATAN GAME-Jason was possibly sacrificed in a "Suicide Club"[there was a website} by the driver Brian *ole!
**November day-Jason's birth on November 5th, 1984.
***Anniversary Day-March 30th, 2003 the day Jason passed away.-Jason is a "Gift of Life" Organ-Tissue Donor!
****Carolyn-Born on December 6th, 1952 and passed away by stopping her medications on November 23rd. 2003
*****He-Jason Richard Smrkovsky was my muse and 'Buddy Friend!'
Note-A poem I wrote to honor Jay and help His friends after jay Died.
******Haunting Tree-The telephone pole Brian purposely hit only ONE BLOCK FROM MY HOUSE!
*****day-March 30,2003 The day Jason was pronounced after massive brain injuries.
*****WE-Me my wife Carolyn and my four daughters Nicole, Kyle, Corrine and Dana.
"Special thanks goes out first and always to Heavenly Father and His late Son Jesus Christ, Fan Story, Fan Art Review and this amazing artist 'Angel heart' and her amazing picture "Waiting for Daddy"
Editors Notes for second Story Poem-
*November Day-Jason's birth on November 5th, 1984
**Anniversary Day-March 30th, 2003 the day Jason passed away.
***Carolyn-November23rd, 2003. The day that Carolyn passed away from grief and lack of her medications.
****day-The accident on March 30th, 2003 around 8:00PM.
*****Someway-Jason lives on in three recipacants today!
"To learn more about 'Organ-Tissue Donation' simply call 1-800-DONORS-1.
And tell Lara s. Moretti the LSW with "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania that Jay said hey!
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<><><><><><><><><><>"Waiting for Daddy!"<><><><><><><><><><><>
Written on March 30, 2015 by Richard Edward Smrkovsky
*************************************First Story Poem************************************
**************************************In Memory of Jay***********************************
"The day you were born my Heart finally REALIZED...
"That GOD had given to me...
"A *GIFT in Disguise!"
"An yes You are an Angel...
"My Angel flying so high...
"Up above this Spring-Night SKY!"
...
"And as I think back...
"I try to reflect...
"But the TEARS blind the YEARS but...
"I'll try...
"What the HECK!"
...
"You were born on a cold and beginning of *November Day...
"And As I try to reflect...
"I realize it was such a happy...
"Of day!"
"And as I think now of you Jay...
"On this **Anniversary Day...
"I wonder if you had lived...
"Exactly what you would say?"
...
"I see you at the door as I leave for work that day...
"And my wife ***Carolyn said...
****He cried and cries until...
"You return home from work...
"Each and every day...
"And as you grew you knew that it would be...
"OK...
..
"And then you went out that door to school as I walked you away...
"Not a tear would you shed for these words You had said...
"It's Ok daddy, I'm a big boy now!"
"I'll be home soon...
"Some day and some how?"
...
"And you attended eleven grades on your way to graduation until that dreaded of ****day
"And when you went out that door you never said...
"Don't worry daddy...
"I'll be home today!"
"But you see for me that was then and this is now...
"As I reflect back and here those Sacred Words ...
"Don't worry DADDY...
"I'll be home today and I pray to God that there was ...
*****Someway....
*SATAN GAME-Jason was possibly sacrificed in a "Suicide Club"[there was a website} by the driver Brian *ole!
**November day-Jason's birth on November 5th, 1984.
***Anniversary Day-March 30th, 2003 the day Jason passed away.-Jason is a "Gift of Life" Organ-Tissue Donor!
****Carolyn-Born on December 6th, 1952 and passed away by stopping her medications on November 23rd. 2003
*****He-Jason Richard Smrkovsky was my muse and 'Buddy Friend!'
Note-A poem I wrote to honor Jay and help His friends after jay Died.
******Haunting Tree-The telephone pole Brian purposely hit only ONE BLOCK FROM MY HOUSE!
*****day-March 30,2003 The day Jason was pronounced after massive brain injuries.
*****WE-Me my wife Carolyn and my four daughters Nicole, Kyle, Corrine and Dana.
"Special thanks goes out first and always to Heavenly Father and His late Son Jesus Christ, Fan Story, Fan Art Review and this amazing artist 'Angel heart' and her amazing picture "Waiting for Daddy"
Editors Notes for second Story Poem-
*November Day-Jason's birth on November 5th, 1984
**Anniversary Day-March 30th, 2003 the day Jason passed away.
***Carolyn-November23rd, 2003. The day that Carolyn passed away from grief and lack of her medications.
****day-The accident on March 30th, 2003 around 8:00PM.
*****Someway-Jason lives on in three recipacants today!
"To learn more about 'Organ-Tissue Donation' simply call 1-800-DONORS-1.
And tell Lara s. Moretti the LSW with "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania that Jay said hey!
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<><><><><><><><><>"My Son Jason {Angel Eyes}"<><><><><><><>
****************************************By Ricky1024***********************************
{In Memory}
"Hazel-brown were the eyes I gazed and had found on that blessed day in November!"
"How much time?"
"How much I do remember!"
"But he knew and He keep it to Himself as Jesus Knew He too, would pass away!"
...
"You see Angels do that sorta thing like hold it IN...
"And it must have something to do with our PAIN...
"A wing-sota- THING!"
"You see the 'Silver-wing Angels are god's DIRECTORS...
"Think of them as our guardians or PROTECTORS...
...
"Piercing were those Hazel-brown EYES...
"With a gaze He could HYPNOTIZE...
"And he knew it was about to HAPPEN...
...
"Angels are connected to the 'Human Soul' by a fine and silvery THREAD...
"They feel all of our PAINS...
"They feel all of our hopes and our DREAMS...
"Our miseries and our ACHIVEMENTS...
"And they emote massive amounts of TEARS...
"As rain from the gentle skies ABOVE...
...
"Yes, He knew and he saw all as He gave ALL...
"Angels are givers as the fly high into the night skies over God's OCEANS and SEAS...
"Over God's RIVERS...
"Caregivers!"
"They keep the peace and chase the EVIL AWAY...
"They are al;l around but seldom will even the ONE be FOUND...
"Seldom will you get the CHANCE..
"A single GLANCE...
"Unless...
...
"Yes My Angel knew it, kept it to himself and gave it all...
"But what do I remember the most?"
"The most about my personal ANGEL?"
"His gentleness, kindness, and willing to HELP...
"His touch and His presence of MIND...
"One-of- A-KIND...
"A rarity among the RARE...
"Always ready to SHARE...
"No COMPARE...
....
"He was my star up above that might sky so, so, FAR....
"But as I look up I feel that presence and that PLACE...
"But not far as a STAR...
"And I know and feel this PLACE...
"And you could and SEE...
"And then you would have KNOWN.....
"Just Where My ANGEL Would BE...
In Memory OF Jason Richard Smrkovsky
Born November 5, 1984 and died March 30, 2003.
{Organ donated April 1st, 2203 {April Fools Day}
"To learn more about the incredible process of "Organ-Tissue Donations"
Call 1-800-DONORS-1.
"And Please tell my dear friend Lara S. Moretti the LSW. with "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, PA. that you reviewed this and shared for JAY!"
Ricky1024.
"Special thanks goes out to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ, Fan Story, Fan Art Review And my Friend a great Artist 'MK Flood' and her picture "Blues City Angel.'
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A true story of tragedy!
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Special thanks goes out first and always to Heavenly Father and his Son Jesus the Christ, then Fan Story, Fan Art Review and this amazing artist 'RavensView Point' and his pic 'Christopher.'
<><><><><><><><>"THE DAY WE DIED!"<><><><><><><><><><><><><>
*****************************By Ricky1024**********************************************
Written March 26th, 2015
Started at 12:35 PM. and completed at 12:45 PM. EST.
Poem Number One-
"The day we dies there was nothing left inside!"
"Nothing left in me and nothing left in HE!
"Nothing left in my daughter Loren as if being led to a slaughter!"
"And now that I am gone..
"Let me tell the world WHY?"
...
"I was born with a Heart deficiency and my doctor told me I was only going to live till age 53!"
"And yes, this is my story to tell and yes perhaps I now live in HELL!"
"And yes...
"'Do not shed a single, FUC**** tear!"
"And yes...
"I curse and I am DEAD, so get used to it!"
"And if you are offended well I don't give a FUC**** SHIT!!"
...
"It all started on a day of November as much as I can remember giving birth as I was unconscious at the time...
"My Son Christopher Robinson was an amazing and beautiful young man!'
"And yes, as a child He idolized 'Winn the Pooh' but never shot FUC**** heroin!"
"Christopher was never like that, never was He until he fang himself a girl!"
{Name unknown}
"That FUC****slut got Him hooked on that shit and after Christopher's death...
"I bought a gun!"
{A 38].
{More on that later}.
...
"She threw Him away like a piece of garbage on garbage day!"
"I swear, if I was alive today I would have shot off her tits!"
'You see, I had enough problems with my heart and second FUC***husband!"
"I didn't need that CRAP!"
...
"So, I went to Florida and put myself in re-hub after developing a severe drinking problem!" {Christopher was still alive at this time.}
"I left Him and I shouldn't with my second husband George."
"Christopher was doing well at the time and realized that He had made a BIG mistake...
"Yes, He was doing well without that FUC***SHIT!"
"Until...
...
"On December twelfth 2009, [as much as I can remember] one of the coldest days in New Jersey history Christopher got into an argument with his girlfriend Angel...
"Angel?"
"Yes Chris?"
"I'm trying to get off of that shit"
"My mother says it will kill me!"
"And I'm only 24 years old!"
{Born November 10, 1984}.
"You like it come on and you like the sex also!" She replied....
"But Christopher was dumped that day by angel and his whole world went upside down!"
"Christopher then got into an argument with George and stole his mother's car!"
"He drove it into the Stafford Township woods, crashed it and shot up with a lethal dose of HEROIN!"
"They couldn't locate Christopher Robinson for three weeks!"
"On December 12th, of 2009 {that coldest date in New Jersey History}
"Christopher Robinson the beautiful child whom adored 'Winnie the Pooh' died a miserable death all alone in the dank and dark woods of my town of Manahawkin...
...
"Yes, He shot up with that FUC*** SHIT and yes He froze to DEATH all alone over a piece of FUC*** SHIT named Angel...
"My second husband George broke the news that Christopher was missing not telling me the facts!"
"He flew out to bring me back as I passed out after that dreaded phone call!"
"I had a feeling and me and Christopher could just look into each other souls and communicate without speaking a single, FUC***WORD!"
...
"I want to see my son!' Where is He George?"
"He is not viewable Brenda"'
"I don't give a FUC*** SHIT!" "I want to see Him NOW!" 'He's at Riggs, 'Riggs Funeral Home',
"They are preparing Him Brenda...
...
"Upon arriving at Riggs...
Note-"Bobby Riggs laid out my Son Jason and my Wife Carolyn only six years earlier!"
"Jason and Christopher were only five days apart and that fact attracted me to Brenda on the 'Plenty of Fish Dating Site' in 2013.
"And her marriage with George was over."
{Back at the funeral home]
...
"Arguing about Christopher, Brenda broke away from Bob, his assistant, and George blooding three shirts after breaking off three nails!"
"That was my biggest mistake...
...
"The newspapers said that I blew my brains out over my Son...
"I say it was because of that FUC*** HEROIN and that FUC*** BITCH!"
"Do not shed a single tear for I am in a better place and it is not HEAVEN!"
"It's a place close by...
"Not far like a star...
"You'll feel this place...
"Take a moment you'll see... And then as I write these words with a pen...
"Do not shed a single tear or dwell...
"Because I am in a place close by...
"Called...
"FUC*** HELL!"
Brenda Joy Robinson and Richard Edward Smrkovsky.
Born September 3rd, 1956 and passed away December 7th, 2009."
{Just three weeks before Christmas}
Note-"To learn more about suicide call 9-11 and get that person the help before it is too late like Brenda...
{In Memory of Brenda Joy Robinson and her Son Christopher Robinson}
Poem Number Two-
"The Day I Died and the Whole World Cried!"
'Hi!
"My name is Jason and was born November 5th, 1984 {Close to my Dad's late friend Brenda's Son Christopher."
"I never really knew Christopher but he was on a similar course, of course...
"My story is tragic but not quite as horrible as Chistophers."
...
"It all started for me in third grade when I made friends with Brian Cole."
"My dad would drop me off at the strange and dark house and pick me up never once meeting Brian's mother of father."
"And yes, me and Christopher were only days apart heading on a course, of course with disaster!"
"God willing me and My dad will try and tell you this dreaded but true, life, story!"
...
"As far as I can remember {I was diagnosed with severe, brain, injuries} I went to my sister Nikki's 26th Birthday party and her first father Archie's house on treasure."
"Funny that word treasure for that was not a day I want to remember of TREASURE!"
"Note- my step-daughter Nichole Megan Harbach was born on the 27th."
"Thank God for her..
...
"Now as far as I have learned throughout the last dozen years, Brian was a member of the local school's 'Suicide Club!'
"And there was something that Brian wanted!"
"An angel but not no ordinary Angel but Jay's girlfriend named Angel!"
"Brian thought that she was a real Angel being mentally ill on a drug called 'Effexor' for serious depression in adults even though Brian was only seventeen!"
"And that death car was raced at Atco Raceway in Atco New Jersey!' Brian took the speed control out to make the car faster and also altered the air bags by placing a radio system in that death car!"
{A Ford Mustang}.
"My son Jason died because of that and Brian's inability to shift it!'Only Jay would help and only if I had knew...
...
"On Match 30th, 2003, I heard the first noise as the car hit a curb and careened into a telephone pole at probably the same absurd speed that that idiot drove at all the time!"
"The second and much louder noise was the car coming down to the street from an estimated height of eight to ten feet!"
"This happened only one block from my house on Riptide Avenue!"
...
"That day and only seventeen hours later, My Son Jason died from a massive Brian injury and lack of oxygen in Jay's brain."
"Brian suffered minor injuries {even though they had to use 'The Jaws of Life' to remove him."
"Jason had suffered a heart attack on the way to the hospital in the helicopter."
"They brought Him back only to lose Him hours later...
Written by Richard Edward Smrkovsky and Jason Richard Smrkovsky.
"In Memory of Jason Richard Smrkovsky
"Born November 5th, 1984 and died on March 30th, 2003."
"Organs donated on April First 2003.
{April Fools day}.
"Jason was an 'Organ-Tissue Donor.'
...
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<><><><><><><><>"Awakened By An Angel 2003"<><><><><><><><><><>
*************************{A Dedication!}**************************************
Poem Number One
******************************By ricky1024*****************************************
World Re-known, Ranked and Rated Writer of all Writing Venues.
World Ranked, and Rated by #3 Covington's and #2 Swath-mores
******************"Who's Who" 2012, 2013, and 2014.*********************************
<><><>Written In Jersey Shore Hospital 6-01-2006.<><><><><><><><><><>
"Just look what you have!"
"The world at your fingertips!{"
"So, don't be so sad, shake it off with a twist and a flip!"
...
"Now...
"Call out and be noticed for your personal Angel!"
"He is looking for your personal glorification!"
"Let him envelope you!"
"Develop in you!"
"Rectify and embellish in YOU!"
...
"Feel his warm and powerful wings wrapped around you!"
"So, so, loving...
"So, so, profound!"
"Look what you have now *found!"
...
"Feel the quiver as your personal Angel will now deliver!"
"Feel the beating of an Angel's Heart!"
"'Faster and faster as your life again does start!"
...
"Move to the left!'"
"And then move to the right!"
"Feel all of those new emotions this night!"
"Face the sun and feel the early crispness of that night!"
"Your finally doing everything right for your now in Heaven!"
..
"Palm breezes, evening teases, intoxicating moonlight!"
"Gazing and taking the struggle...
"Away...
"For you hath finally turned the page!"
"Feel the warmth of the 'Heavenly Waters' as you wade...
"And that endless **struggle...
"Now finally FADES!"
<><><><><><><><><><>"The One-Winged Angel!"<><><><><><><><><><>
**************************************By ricky1024*****************************************
"On the day that ****You were born God decided to create a Heavenly and great one with Godly features!"
"He said...
"You are now one of my Heavenly creatures."
"And the Angels gave to you a halo of purified gold that was many, many, eons old!"
"They gave to you His wisdom and incite that makes You more perfect and alright!"
"And after exhausting his very last breath the Angels let of You go before both of Your wings could...
"Grow!"
...
"One was stubbed, {snow en white} that tickled when rubbed in that place that's just right!"
"When wrapped around You it gave a sense of well-being that You found comforting...
"A sensual feeling!"
"And in addition it gave to you warmth, security, and this Heavenly, gentle of touch that meant to You...
'So, very, very, Much!"
...
"Could this mistake or error by God be possibly a small glitch like someone whom was left in the darkness after a downward click...
"Of a "Heavenly Switch?"
"This nub or stub of a wing was so small in accordance to 'God's Angel-Wing' Design...
"A rarity or a one of a kind?"
"It's just a beginning of a wing that was supposed to be but does everything always have to be?"
"Just be SO Perfect, just be so Very, Very, Right?"
"And is Heaven actually a training place of 'Holy Grounds' where all of God's Guardian Angels
including you my Son are found?"
found- recovered.
"Jason took some time to pass above as His soul searched for an answer.
**struggle- "To fight for something important."
"Note-"Jason was brain-damaged and although the car accident was only a block from our house, He couldn't find his way home."
"His spirit was seen thee weeks later and described to a tee from his weight to His clothes to his wild and curly blonde hair!"
"Do you believe in Angels and the after life?"
***A Dedication!- "To all whom suffered the flings and stings of the arrows by dying and donating organs and tissue so those whom also surer...
"Will have the "GIFT OF LIFE!"
****You- Jason Richard Smrkovsky.
"Born November 5th, 1984 and dies March 31st, 2003."
"Organs donated April First 2003. [April Fools Day}
"To learn more about this amazing and life giving "Gift of Life" call 1-800-DONORS-1 Lara S Moretti "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania and tell Lara that Jay said HI!"
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<><><><><><><><><>"The Day HE Tried...I DIED!"<><><><><><><><><><>
Written by Ricky1024 on March 30th, 2015 at 2:29 PM> EST.
{Story Poem #One}
"How do you go back over twelve years?"
"And how do you dry up...
"All of those many, many, TEARS?"
"And how...
"After so much very, very PAIN...
"Can you move forward after playing *"The SATAN GAME?"
...
"How can I...
"How do I...
"Even though I lived...
"But I still feel as if...
"I died so He can **LIVE!"
...
"Strange THINGS...
"Lost my music and my ***MUSE...
"Drifting away today...
"So, so, very CONFUSED?"
"Angels SING as Diamond rings bring...
"A sparkle back to ****THEE....
"As Angels fly...
"Above that night sky...
"That day my ****Son DIED!"
...
"March 30th...
"Is just another day on the 'Great Calendar of Life' for thee...
"But its been imprinted, ground, and etched...
"In to my Eternal DESINY...
"As I look up into...
"That *****Haunting TREE!"
...
"Reflections binds and blinds my happier...
"Memories...
"Like a SPECTER in the NIGHT...
"Oh GOD how******WE tried...
"But couldn't quite...
"GET IT RIGHT...
...
"Sadness marks the Simplex of my MIND...
"As thoughts of that DREADEDC NIGHT...
"Confuse and BIND!"
"MY God am I losing my MIND?"
"My SOUL and my HEART?"
"Dear God make that PAIN PART!"
...
"They say though...
"That FATE and DESTINY was in control and played it's PART...
"As The 'Mellow Shadows' desperately try...
"To blend with the NOW...
"MORNING LIGHT!"
<><><><><><><><><><>"Waiting for Daddy!"<><><><><><><><><><><>
Written on March 30, 2015 by Richard Edward Smrkovsky
**************************************First Story Poem************************************
**************************************In Memory of Jay***********************************
"The day you were born my Heart finally REALIZED...
"That GOD had given to me...
"A *GIFT in Disguise!"
"An yes You are an Angel...
"My Angel flying so high...
"Up above this Spring-Night SKY!"
...
"And as I think back...
"I try to reflect...
"But the TEARS blind the YEARS but...
"I'll try...
"What the HECK!"
...
"You were born on a cold and beginning of *November Day...
"And As I try to reflect...
"I realize it was such a happy...
"Of day!"
"And as I think now of you Jay...
"On this **Anniversary Day...
"I wonder if you had lived...
"Exactly what you would say?"
...
"I see you at the door as I leave for work that day...
"And my wife ***Carolyn said...
****He cried and cries until...
"You return home from work...
"Each and every day...
"And as you grew you knew that it would be...
"OK...
..
"And then you went out that door to school as I walked you away...
"Not a tear would you shed for these words You had said...
"It's Ok daddy, I'm a big boy now!"
"I'll be home soon...
"Some day and some how?"
...
"And you attended eleven grades on your way to graduation until that dreaded of ****day
"And when you went out that door you never said...
"Don't worry daddy...
"I'll be home today!"
"But you see for me that was then and this is now...
"As I reflect back and here those Sacred Words ...
"Don't worry DADDY...
"I'll be home today and I pray to God that there was ...
*****Someway....
*SATAN GAME-Jason was possibly sacrificed in a "Suicide Club"[there was a website} by the driver Brian *ole!
**November day-Jason's birth on November 5th, 1984.
***Anniversary Day-March 30th, 2003 the day Jason passed away.-Jason is a "Gift of Life" Organ-Tissue Donor!
****Carolyn-Born on December 6th, 1952 and passed away by stopping her medications on November 23rd. 2003
*****He-Jason Richard Smrkovsky was my muse and 'Buddy Friend!'
Note-A poem I wrote to honor Jay and help His friends after jay Died.
******Haunting Tree-The telephone pole Brian purposely hit only ONE BLOCK FROM MY HOUSE!
*****day-March 30,2003 The day Jason was pronounced after massive brain injuries.
*****WE-Me my wife Carolyn and my four daughters Nicole, Kyle, Corrine and Dana.
"Special thanks goes out first and always to Heavenly Father and His late Son Jesus Christ, Fan Story, Fan Art Review and this amazing artist 'Angel heart' and her amazing picture "Waiting for Daddy"
Editors Notes for second Story Poem-
*November Day-Jason's birth on November 5th, 1984
**Anniversary Day-March 30th, 2003 the day Jason passed away.
***Carolyn-November23rd, 2003. The day that Carolyn passed away from grief and lack of her medications.
****day-The accident on March 30th, 2003 around 8:00PM.
*****Someway-Jason lives on in three recipacants today!
"To learn more about 'Organ-Tissue Donation' simply call 1-800-DONORS-1.
And tell Lara s. Moretti the LSW with "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania that Jay said hey!
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<><><><><><><><><><>"Waiting for Daddy!"<><><><><><><><><><><>
Written on March 30, 2015 by Richard Edward Smrkovsky
*************************************First Story Poem************************************
**************************************In Memory of Jay***********************************
"The day you were born my Heart finally REALIZED...
"That GOD had given to me...
"A *GIFT in Disguise!"
"An yes You are an Angel...
"My Angel flying so high...
"Up above this Spring-Night SKY!"
...
"And as I think back...
"I try to reflect...
"But the TEARS blind the YEARS but...
"I'll try...
"What the HECK!"
...
"You were born on a cold and beginning of *November Day...
"And As I try to reflect...
"I realize it was such a happy...
"Of day!"
"And as I think now of you Jay...
"On this **Anniversary Day...
"I wonder if you had lived...
"Exactly what you would say?"
...
"I see you at the door as I leave for work that day...
"And my wife ***Carolyn said...
****He cried and cries until...
"You return home from work...
"Each and every day...
"And as you grew you knew that it would be...
"OK...
..
"And then you went out that door to school as I walked you away...
"Not a tear would you shed for these words You had said...
"It's Ok daddy, I'm a big boy now!"
"I'll be home soon...
"Some day and some how?"
...
"And you attended eleven grades on your way to graduation until that dreaded of ****day
"And when you went out that door you never said...
"Don't worry daddy...
"I'll be home today!"
"But you see for me that was then and this is now...
"As I reflect back and here those Sacred Words ...
"Don't worry DADDY...
"I'll be home today and I pray to God that there was ...
*****Someway....
*SATAN GAME-Jason was possibly sacrificed in a "Suicide Club"[there was a website} by the driver Brian *ole!
**November day-Jason's birth on November 5th, 1984.
***Anniversary Day-March 30th, 2003 the day Jason passed away.-Jason is a "Gift of Life" Organ-Tissue Donor!
****Carolyn-Born on December 6th, 1952 and passed away by stopping her medications on November 23rd. 2003
*****He-Jason Richard Smrkovsky was my muse and 'Buddy Friend!'
Note-A poem I wrote to honor Jay and help His friends after jay Died.
******Haunting Tree-The telephone pole Brian purposely hit only ONE BLOCK FROM MY HOUSE!
*****day-March 30,2003 The day Jason was pronounced after massive brain injuries.
*****WE-Me my wife Carolyn and my four daughters Nicole, Kyle, Corrine and Dana.
"Special thanks goes out first and always to Heavenly Father and His late Son Jesus Christ, Fan Story, Fan Art Review and this amazing artist 'Angel heart' and her amazing picture "Waiting for Daddy"
Editors Notes for second Story Poem-
*November Day-Jason's birth on November 5th, 1984
**Anniversary Day-March 30th, 2003 the day Jason passed away.
***Carolyn-November23rd, 2003. The day that Carolyn passed away from grief and lack of her medications.
****day-The accident on March 30th, 2003 around 8:00PM.
*****Someway-Jason lives on in three recipacants today!
"To learn more about 'Organ-Tissue Donation' simply call 1-800-DONORS-1.
And tell Lara s. Moretti the LSW with "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania that Jay said hey!
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<><><><><><><><><>"My Son Jason {Angel Eyes}"<><><><><><><>
****************************************By Ricky1024***********************************
{In Memory}
"Hazel-brown were the eyes I gazed and had found on that blessed day in November!"
"How much time?"
"How much I do remember!"
"But he knew and He keep it to Himself as Jesus Knew He too, would pass away!"
...
"You see Angels do that sorta thing like hold it IN...
"And it must have something to do with our PAIN...
"A wing-sota- THING!"
"You see the 'Silver-wing Angels are god's DIRECTORS...
"Think of them as our guardians or PROTECTORS...
...
"Piercing were those Hazel-brown EYES...
"With a gaze He could HYPNOTIZE...
"And he knew it was about to HAPPEN...
...
"Angels are connected to the 'Human Soul' by a fine and silvery THREAD...
"They feel all of our PAINS...
"They feel all of our hopes and our DREAMS...
"Our miseries and our ACHIVEMENTS...
"And they emote massive amounts of TEARS...
"As rain from the gentle skies ABOVE...
...
"Yes, He knew and he saw all as He gave ALL...
"Angels are givers as the fly high into the night skies over God's OCEANS and SEAS...
"Over God's RIVERS...
"Caregivers!"
"They keep the peace and chase the EVIL AWAY...
"They are al;l around but seldom will even the ONE be FOUND...
"Seldom will you get the CHANCE..
"A single GLANCE...
"Unless...
...
"Yes My Angel knew it, kept it to himself and gave it all...
"But what do I remember the most?"
"The most about my personal ANGEL?"
"His gentleness, kindness, and willing to HELP...
"His touch and His presence of MIND...
"One-of- A-KIND...
"A rarity among the RARE...
"Always ready to SHARE...
"No COMPARE...
....
"He was my star up above that might sky so, so, FAR....
"But as I look up I feel that presence and that PLACE...
"But not far as a STAR...
"And I know and feel this PLACE...
"And you could and SEE...
"And then you would have KNOWN.....
"Just Where My ANGEL Would BE...
In Memory OF Jason Richard Smrkovsky
Born November 5, 1984 and died March 30, 2003.
{Organ donated April 1st, 2203 {April Fools Day}
"To learn more about the incredible process of "Organ-Tissue Donations"
Call 1-800-DONORS-1.
"And Please tell my dear friend Lara S. Moretti the LSW. with "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, PA. that you reviewed this and shared for JAY!"
Ricky1024.
"Special thanks goes out to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ, Fan Story, Fan Art Review And my Friend a great Artist 'MK Flood' and her picture "Blues City Angel.'
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<><><><><><><><>"THE DAY WE DIED!"<><><><><><><><><><><><><>
*****************************By Ricky1024**********************************************
Written March 26th, 2015
Started at 12:35 PM. and completed at 12:45 PM. EST.
Poem Number One-
"The day we dies there was nothing left inside!"
"Nothing left in me and nothing left in HE!
"Nothing left in my daughter Loren as if being led to a slaughter!"
"And now that I am gone..
"Let me tell the world WHY?"
...
"I was born with a Heart deficiency and my doctor told me I was only going to live till age 53!"
"And yes, this is my story to tell and yes perhaps I now live in HELL!"
"And yes...
"'Do not shed a single, FUC**** tear!"
"And yes...
"I curse and I am DEAD, so get used to it!"
"And if you are offended well I don't give a FUC**** SHIT!!"
...
"It all started on a day of November as much as I can remember giving birth as I was unconscious at the time...
"My Son Christopher Robinson was an amazing and beautiful young man!'
"And yes, as a child He idolized 'Winn the Pooh' but never shot FUC**** heroin!"
"Christopher was never like that, never was He until he fang himself a girl!"
{Name unknown}
"That FUC****slut got Him hooked on that shit and after Christopher's death...
"I bought a gun!"
{A 38].
{More on that later}.
...
"She threw Him away like a piece of garbage on garbage day!"
"I swear, if I was alive today I would have shot off her tits!"
'You see, I had enough problems with my heart and second FUC***husband!"
"I didn't need that CRAP!"
...
"So, I went to Florida and put myself in re-hub after developing a severe drinking problem!" {Christopher was still alive at this time.}
"I left Him and I shouldn't with my second husband George."
"Christopher was doing well at the time and realized that He had made a BIG mistake...
"Yes, He was doing well without that FUC***SHIT!"
"Until...
...
"On December twelfth 2009, [as much as I can remember] one of the coldest days in New Jersey history Christopher got into an argument with his girlfriend Angel...
"Angel?"
"Yes Chris?"
"I'm trying to get off of that shit"
"My mother says it will kill me!"
"And I'm only 24 years old!"
{Born November 10, 1984}.
"You like it come on and you like the sex also!" She replied....
"But Christopher was dumped that day by angel and his whole world went upside down!"
"Christopher then got into an argument with George and stole his mother's car!"
"He drove it into the Stafford Township woods, crashed it and shot up with a lethal dose of HEROIN!"
"They couldn't locate Christopher Robinson for three weeks!"
"On December 12th, of 2009 {that coldest date in New Jersey History}
"Christopher Robinson the beautiful child whom adored 'Winnie the Pooh' died a miserable death all alone in the dank and dark woods of my town of Manahawkin...
...
"Yes, He shot up with that FUC*** SHIT and yes He froze to DEATH all alone over a piece of FUC*** SHIT named Angel...
"My second husband George broke the news that Christopher was missing not telling me the facts!"
"He flew out to bring me back as I passed out after that dreaded phone call!"
"I had a feeling and me and Christopher could just look into each other souls and communicate without speaking a single, FUC***WORD!"
...
"I want to see my son!' Where is He George?"
"He is not viewable Brenda"'
"I don't give a FUC*** SHIT!" "I want to see Him NOW!" 'He's at Riggs, 'Riggs Funeral Home',
"They are preparing Him Brenda...
...
"Upon arriving at Riggs...
Note-"Bobby Riggs laid out my Son Jason and my Wife Carolyn only six years earlier!"
"Jason and Christopher were only five days apart and that fact attracted me to Brenda on the 'Plenty of Fish Dating Site' in 2013.
"And her marriage with George was over."
{Back at the funeral home]
...
"Arguing about Christopher, Brenda broke away from Bob, his assistant, and George blooding three shirts after breaking off three nails!"
"That was my biggest mistake...
...
"The newspapers said that I blew my brains out over my Son...
"I say it was because of that FUC*** HEROIN and that FUC*** BITCH!"
"Do not shed a single tear for I am in a better place and it is not HEAVEN!"
"It's a place close by...
"Not far like a star...
"You'll feel this place...
"Take a moment you'll see... And then as I write these words with a pen...
"Do not shed a single tear or dwell...
"Because I am in a place close by...
"Called...
"FUC*** HELL!"
Brenda Joy Robinson and Richard Edward Smrkovsky.
Born September 3rd, 1956 and passed away December 7th, 2009."
{Just three weeks before Christmas}
Note-"To learn more about suicide call 9-11 and get that person the help before it is too late like Brenda...
{In Memory of Brenda Joy Robinson and her Son Christopher Robinson}
Poem Number Two-
"The Day I Died and the Whole World Cried!"
'Hi!
"My name is Jason and was born November 5th, 1984 {Close to my Dad's late friend Brenda's Son Christopher."
"I never really knew Christopher but he was on a similar course, of course...
"My story is tragic but not quite as horrible as Chistophers."
...
"It all started for me in third grade when I made friends with Brian Cole."
"My dad would drop me off at the strange and dark house and pick me up never once meeting Brian's mother of father."
"And yes, me and Christopher were only days apart heading on a course, of course with disaster!"
"God willing me and My dad will try and tell you this dreaded but true, life, story!"
...
"As far as I can remember {I was diagnosed with severe, brain, injuries} I went to my sister Nikki's 26th Birthday party and her first father Archie's house on treasure."
"Funny that word treasure for that was not a day I want to remember of TREASURE!"
"Note- my step-daughter Nichole Megan Harbach was born on the 27th."
"Thank God for her..
...
"Now as far as I have learned throughout the last dozen years, Brian was a member of the local school's 'Suicide Club!'
"And there was something that Brian wanted!"
"An angel but not no ordinary Angel but Jay's girlfriend named Angel!"
"Brian thought that she was a real Angel being mentally ill on a drug called 'Effexor' for serious depression in adults even though Brian was only seventeen!"
"And that death car was raced at Atco Raceway in Atco New Jersey!' Brian took the speed control out to make the car faster and also altered the air bags by placing a radio system in that death car!"
{A Ford Mustang}.
"My son Jason died because of that and Brian's inability to shift it!'Only Jay would help and only if I had knew...
...
"On Match 30th, 2003, I heard the first noise as the car hit a curb and careened into a telephone pole at probably the same absurd speed that that idiot drove at all the time!"
"The second and much louder noise was the car coming down to the street from an estimated height of eight to ten feet!"
"This happened only one block from my house on Riptide Avenue!"
...
"That day and only seventeen hours later, My Son Jason died from a massive Brian injury and lack of oxygen in Jay's brain."
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Comment Written 30-Mar-2015
reply by the author on 31-Mar-2015
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hey Pops...whats up...How are things in the land of the giants...still big....haha...ahh good to see you my friend...hope you're well....love Michael
Comment from ravenblack
This reminds of a definition of insanity- doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result. All that is going on in the world, circumference found the same, circling around our own pain circling around the world's pain- in part, humanity is insane. This review could be influenced by my just having watched the news.
reply by the author on 01-Apr-2015
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This reminds of a definition of insanity- doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result. All that is going on in the world, circumference found the same, circling around our own pain circling around the world's pain- in part, humanity is insane. This review could be influenced by my just having watched the news.
Comment Written 30-Mar-2015
reply by the author on 01-Apr-2015
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yes sir...if you keep hitting yourself with a hammer it always hurts....-headnod- but, I know you'll have to find that out for yourself....lol....ahh we are a unique species Ed...special...unto ourselves...and so goes the circling...dosey doa spin your partner round and round...the electric chair until he begs to sit in it....woooo -handfan- sometimes the heat do go on and on...lol love Bug-
Comment from MoonMuse
"history swallowed black hole
remembered only for last call"
So much truth in those few words. Great read. Thanks for the post! Cheers...
reply by the author on 02-Apr-2015
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"history swallowed black hole
remembered only for last call"
So much truth in those few words. Great read. Thanks for the post! Cheers...
Comment Written 30-Mar-2015
reply by the author on 02-Apr-2015
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whats happing Master Chief...-salute-...weeell thank you...hey watch this....half a mile from the county fair as the rain came pouring down , me and billy standing there with a silver half a crown, hands full of fishing gear and the tackle on our backs, we just stood there getting wet with our backs against the fence...oh the water...oh the water...oh oh the water let it roll over me....and it stoned me to my soul...stoned me just like jelly roll...and it stoned me...stoned me to my soul...what do you suppose the experts would say to Van...if they read his release...before it went platinum...? you see what I'm saying...lol love Bug-
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lol... that's an excellent point! :P
Comment from Healing
Great read. Interesting for sure and a delight to peruse.
Found this to actually be an easy read.
Great stuff,
Ky
reply by the author on 25-Jun-2015
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Great read. Interesting for sure and a delight to peruse.
Found this to actually be an easy read.
Great stuff,
Ky
Comment Written 29-Mar-2015
reply by the author on 25-Jun-2015
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Hi...-smile- thank you so much...sorry I'm late...love Michael
Comment from robina1978
Great artwork you chose that complements your poem perfectly. I understand the first stanza, about the next ones I am not sure. One I found you are looking for healing.
reply by the author on 29-Mar-2015
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Great artwork you chose that complements your poem perfectly. I understand the first stanza, about the next ones I am not sure. One I found you are looking for healing.
Comment Written 29-Mar-2015
reply by the author on 29-Mar-2015
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Hey Sis...-smile- how are you sweet Lady...? I hope you're well...-smile- um...lets see....when I write...now...usually, ...its in the moment...okay...not yet figured out...not yet found...just pure feeling, right then and now....ya know...? I like to read that too...its not often found ...because its honest to God authentic...not planned or pursued to champion perfect sensibility...just real life every day, everyone emotional roller sojourn misunderstood until it isn't, mapped in your own human existence. Okay...that's enough for today...class dismissed...lol...love you Michael
Comment from l.raven
Hi Sweetie, seems that there are many times in our lives that we get beaten down...but we manage to get back up baby...time they say heals all...I wander??? words very well expressed...and very well written in your own unique words...picture perfect...and a great song...love ya Linda xxoo
reply by the author on 29-Mar-2015
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Hi Sweetie, seems that there are many times in our lives that we get beaten down...but we manage to get back up baby...time they say heals all...I wander??? words very well expressed...and very well written in your own unique words...picture perfect...and a great song...love ya Linda xxoo
Comment Written 29-Mar-2015
reply by the author on 29-Mar-2015
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no...time ...takes and teaches....only love heals all tempered into steel trust. Thank you lil' L...-smile- thank you for loving me even if there were no gain other than.thats why I love you so much....Michael
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I love you too sweetie...now have a great day...and smile...Linda xxoo
Comment from Charlene0513
You speak of a deep foreboding time in one's life that was taken in a fit of rage.
And though the people continue on their journey there will always be that terrible time when a life was taken far too soon; bearing down on no consequences allowed to those that are mentally deranged.
piped pipers; muster march-alliteration
Charlene0513
reply by the author on 29-Mar-2015
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You speak of a deep foreboding time in one's life that was taken in a fit of rage.
And though the people continue on their journey there will always be that terrible time when a life was taken far too soon; bearing down on no consequences allowed to those that are mentally deranged.
piped pipers; muster march-alliteration
Charlene0513
Comment Written 29-Mar-2015
reply by the author on 29-Mar-2015
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no...but I have spoken of it...experienced it...um still do I suppose. I speak here of ...People circling the same ending...over and over hoping and praying for...something different. but your right...ever since the first murder victims blood soaked mother earths soil...their souls cry out onto God day and night for justice. Do you know most forgiveness is given after the offender is seen to be punished, or if the offender is truly repentant, humbled in contrite, sorely miserable for his or offense seeks it...not only from God but to whomever was offended. Look and see for yourself. there are consequence for individual actions committed in sinful deceit, that are undeniable, that will see the Son....alright...-smile thank you good Lady Michael
Comment from Glasstruth
This reminds me of the recent event in France which is a crime scene and can we blame the insane? After all, they can't control who they are. The word 'dignity' I just can't find in what happened. The healing will go on forever. Very thought provoking. Les
reply by the author on 29-Mar-2015
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This reminds me of the recent event in France which is a crime scene and can we blame the insane? After all, they can't control who they are. The word 'dignity' I just can't find in what happened. The healing will go on forever. Very thought provoking. Les
Comment Written 28-Mar-2015
reply by the author on 29-Mar-2015
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ah I don't watch that stuff anymore...what happened...? hm...I like the way they talk...ya know when their not pissed off...history shows its better to listen to them closer when they get mad...-wink-...I don't know Charlie what happened.../ Love the bug-
Comment from Quoiky
Very nicely written.
I especially liked the Van Morrison song. It seemed to bring your writing together.
I also like your play on works....'crime seen'.
reply by the author on 12-Jul-2015
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Very nicely written.
I especially liked the Van Morrison song. It seemed to bring your writing together.
I also like your play on works....'crime seen'.
Comment Written 28-Mar-2015
reply by the author on 12-Jul-2015
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Thank you very much....-smile- love Michael