General Poetry posted January 16, 2024


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The Old Gods have given wonderful gifts.

The Mischief Goal

by Stef Lau

As all the waves are crashing against the shore,
My ears, I hear, notice
the constant vibrational buzz
inside my punchbug..
My beat up, tormented skeletal gears,
the torture device 
that the blessed Loki & Freya
made for me 
to live inside.
 
Co-operated by a mainframe
blessed by 
Athena & Aphrodite
with the overseer
Supervisor
being Loki.
I truly do 
appreciate their gifts,
Every single one!
I do also,
forget to allow my gifts
the freedom to be 
Themselves
& freely expressed. 
 
It is noticeable now
that i have created cages
for them..
with aggressive limitations.
Which includes Ares shadow,
to abuse & beat the piss 
outta them & myself..
In order for my beautiful,
soft, gentle core
to be Protected.
I'd like to extremely express
my compassionate empathetic
apologies
to them
for the abuse they've endured
throughout these 32 years.
 
I love my gifts & appreciate them so much.
I would not be here without them,
I feel so much lighter & less stuck.
This is all moving very fast
and I just need calm
& adjustment without becoming ill.
I am working hard,
with my tools
in order to keep myself
healthy..
this time.
 
I have waited 
& prepared 
all this time
All these years 
To get HERE
and have everything
CONFIRMED
by outside professional
characters
 
I've prepared for this battle;
Every action is 
New 
is
Different
is 
The beginning
of a life without
Mental
Emotional
Physical
ABUSE.
 
This is the 
TIME
This is the
EVENT
This is the
CURTAIN DROP
THE
MIC
DROP!
 
I have handled everything 
the exact way
I've needed to
ALL THESE YEARS!
 
NOW
I
CAN
FINALLY
BE
~FREE~
 
 
 
 
 
 



My Faith writing prompt entry
Writing Prompt
Write a poem of any type about your faith.


This is the notice of my gifts, given by the old gods and my appreciation of them. I believe they were here & now it is time to embrace and appreciate my gods & goddess' for the wonders they have given me to make it through all the years of abuse.
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