I’ve always loved sunrise.  So, when I couldn’t take another step on that warm morning it felt oddly peaceful as I lay in the grass staring at the sky.  My thoughts spread slowly through my mind.  I felt serene and beautiful, my skinny body splayed out on the earth.  And in that moment, I didn’t think of the misery.  I thought of all the beautiful moments I had had, and I left this world peacefully.